Ethiopic 7510, Hebrew 5778, February 8, 2018
Halleluyah! In the face of all matters I say YHWH is great and greatly to be praised!
For some time now, waiting for YHWH’S provisions while fruits are developed, rise, attacked, suppressed, and blocked, I truly have come to accept YHWH’S will for my life as a Falasha, dwelling in a foreign land!
The past 3 years I have taught, witnessed, and started an entrepreneurial initiative.
In light of all good efforts, so much has happened! In each shituation, YHWH’s amazing Grace stands and rises higher than the many waters.
I arrived on the “good ship” lol-pop Philadelphia in 2015. ! Literally! I came to Philadelphia, waiting for matters to be resolved so that my human divine mate and I would be able to marry. YHWH has spoken about matters.
Before coming to Philadelphia, one of my former students and I had planned to share a dwelling place.
I arrived at the airport, tired, yet hopeful for better days. I went to the hotel that I booked on line, only to find that, the name of the hotel had been changed from Ramada to Rosemont. Although on line the name was one thing the actual name was different upon arrival. LOL POP!
NOTE: ALWAYS EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED!
Many items I had left in storage were either missing or broken. Items that I had shipped to Philadelphia via UPS arrived broken. At the hotel, I unpacked, gave away and salvaged what was salvageable. In between time, I would go to UPS regarding my damaged property.
UPS’S offer was that I give them my damaged property they broke and then they would process a claim that they may or may not have paid OR I could take my property of broken items and not file a claim against them. I took my property with the broken contents. LOL POP!
Remember, I am not from Philadelphia, had just arrived-Falashaed, AND DID I MENTION, the roommate situation had fallen thru? I was waiting for matters with my human divine mate to settle that we could be together.
My student apparently got “gypted” by the person from who we were to rent. She met the guy, and gave him the deposit. The story goes that he told her that he had to “rush off to a funeral and would meet her in 30 minutes” at the location he said he owned. He never showed up and did not answer her nor my phone calls after she gave him the deposit. LOL POP!
I had rented a room at the hotel for 2 days that turned into a 7 day stay… LOL POP!
During that time, I was actively involved with a “Ministry”.
I liken who and what is revealed and concealed to the Book of Ruth! David said: Psalms 52:12
For it was not an enemy that reproached me; then I could have borne it: neither was it he that hated me that did magnify himself against me; then I would have hid myself from him:
A real-reel, Israel life story! Sometimes the greatest struggles are within. Yet, YHWH’S Amazing Grace provides Shalom, Power and Presence! Experience humbles and is a great teacher to raise up and rise up and give YHWH the glory!
NOTE: Time and space allow for perspective.
Always seek YHWH’s perspective, purpose and plan. There are outside and inside ones, forces and matters that ones must face and accept. Aceepting reality of who people are, even when your hope is disappointed, brings Shalom.
Recall the story of Yosef. Yosef, found himself in places where he had been betrayed, sold, lied on and imprisoned. Yet, YHWH promoted, the “dreamer” who had a coat of many colors.
Job, had everything! Everything and everyone was taken away. His so called friends told him to curse YHWH. Yet, Job’s eloquent words of response breathed life into him as he presented his case before YHWH! YHWH saw and judged Job differently than what met the eye of others.
Job’s life is an example to INI, we, YHWH’s people who cleave to word of truth, the Bible, the Torah, in light of everything and everyone taken away.
YHWH’s view of humanity and divinity allows for human frailty and true divinity to be seen and known and protected. Even when we True Israel who are Falashaed have had many experiences and have had many LOL POP moments, YHWH’S Amazing Grace, is Amazing! Trust YHWH thru the good and the trials and tribulations!
YHWH has promised never to betray nor leave YHWH’S people! In the world not of the world sometimes can be very lonely and isolated.
Earlier this shabua I went to the store. I was amazed at the frenzy with which people were going to stores that were selling the Philadelphia Eagles paraphernalia. I can’t tell you the last time i watched television. It was Ruach Kadesh that guided my observation and cyphering of the frenzy.
People were laughing and jovial and rushing to buy paraphanelia because Philadelphia had won the Super Bowl.
Modern day media entertainment is like that Goliath, one eye cyclop Philistine confronting Dawid. The One Eye Cyclop had captivated everybody and had sought to kill and capture YHWH’S beloved Dawid. As the story goes, we all know what Dawid did to Goliath.
Family, INI, WE, YHWH’S PEOPLE MUST HAVE A FERVER FOR YHWH HIGHER THAN THEIR FRENZY FOR SPORTS, SEX, POWER, FAME, FORTUNE AND. ENTERTAINMENT!
I KNOW MY PROCLAMATION WILL BE HIGHLY CRITICIZED AND PUT DOWN. I DO NOT CARE! THE TRUTH IS NOT A OFFENSE! IF THE AMOUNT OF ENERGY, TIME, MONEY, FOCUS, PREPARATION, CELEBRATION THAT WAS HAPPENING FOR THE EAGLE’S WIN WAS HAPPENING FOR YHWH AND YHWH’S PROPLE WHAT WOULD LIFE, LOVE AND THE AFTER PARTY BE LIKE?
A HEART OF FLESH
A heart of flesh might seek to help. There are countless stories of people who have sought to do good deeds, only to discover betrayal and deceit.
People can scream and hollar. pronounce and pontificate about who they are, how they live and love, and what they do. Hear, watch and pray! Mark 14:38
“Keep watch, and pray that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
As matters and times progressed, YHWH has provided a dwelling place. In each place, YHWH’S Amazing Grace has been sweet. I chose to look at matters that way, because matters could have been worse!
YHWH’S sweetness is like honey, not like “no nutritional value sugar” used to make lolipops.
Two years ago, I started this website and shortly afterwards, I started aghsweb.wordpress.com. I sought and asked YHWH for technical assistance to bring forward good fruit.
I asked for assistance from ones and ones within the MEHIR community first. My search for help got to the point where recently, I went online to a “black people” website site to see if there was someone with whom I could barter my products and or pay for assistance.
I had THE most life changing experience OF MY LIFE on that site many years ago. My intent then was one thing. My intent recently was to seek a way to effectively and efficiently work towards manifesting a goal that YHWH has MOST RECENTLY placed in my heart.
Needless to say, those behind the scene actors changed and increased the amount of the price for their service-AFTER- I had submitted an agreed upon amount. INTERESTING HOW THEY CAN DO THAT! They blocked my access to my profile, unblocked and then offered remote access to me to the account that I had paid them for. And then, TO TOP MATTERS, my number to the company was blocked!
YHWH quickly shut that down!LOL POP!
I rose up this am and have literally listen to Ruach Kadesh guide me thru technology processes that have had positive results.
I did speak with people who had been a part of an effort of weaponry against my work.
That Ruach Kadesh provides, allows and comforts me to see know, stand up and rise up and shine as a testament to YHWH’S grace and love!
Ruach Kadesh also allowed me to see what was done (behind the scenes) and is reassuring that although the weaponry may form against me and my work it shall not prosper! Isaiah 54: 17!
AWO, KAYN, YES there are many types in the world. The Greatest Wisdom, Righteousness, Truth-Emet, Kindness, Scholar, Loyalty, Presence and Power is YHWH, The Kadosh Triune!
YHWH shows me strength that I have, that I have doubted that I have! Matters such as computer technology, ump…I laugh at my frailties…. Although I am learning, by and by, I am able to do all things through Yahoshua who strengthens me!
After much time, tears and tarrying I accept YHWH’S will. I give thanks and praises for The Gracious Life Giver! Hip Hip, Hop Hop, YHWH is the best
LOL I Power Order Presence!
Ihit Ahkotee, Mary Rose